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Highs & Lows 雷霆掃毒

All pictures credited to K-TVB.NET

I've been catching up w/ Hong Kong dramas recently, yay! ♥ 
It's exactly what I want to do in my holidays so I actually feel real blessed to do so,
I once blogged about City Hunter so I thought I could blog about this as well :)

The drama - Highs and Lows was indeed, widely discussed by humans months ago. 
I particularly love action movies/ dramas and also, my favourite idol - Raymond Lam was one of the main characters so it's a must to watch*deng deng deng*

The Hippocratic Crush !

Learn to live with gratitude. it shouldn't take a life-altering event to appreciate our assets & the advantage of the opportunities we are presented with each day. Life is not a privilege, it shouldn't be taken for granted, it's a gift.

A new year - 2012.

Picture taken at IOI Boulevard Mall's countdown, Puchong.

Humans & aliens, it's 2012! 
lol, just kidding. Not funny.
It's just a cover to begin my post, since I'm supposed to blog about this on 31st of December 2011, like the other bloggers. *hides*

So cheers to all of us to start a new year again.

Far Away.

I'm coming home, coming home, 
tell the world I'm coming home ; 
let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday.......

Now, back to where I belong... - Diddy 'Coming Home'. 

A little not over it.


Judge nothing, you'll be happy , Forgive everything, you'll be happier ; 
Love everything, you'll be happiest (: 

Of course, words are often easier said than done. Normality strikes at times. 
How could you just keep quiet when people tend to accuse you like nobody business, being stereotyped as a West M'sian, hate you for everything, blame you for anything. Oh well (: 

Highlights of the week!

It had been a really long week for me indeed, SHIT HAPPENS, heehs.
Perhaps it's part of a growing up process after my birthday :S
Anyways, I wasn't THAT miserable, Thank God. *cheers* 
Thanks to them as well : 

Have I Told You Lately.

Part II from the previous post (Click Here) , heh. #justsaying.

Sometimes you never realize how much you like someone, until you watch them liking someone else

 I Love You, I Want You,  I Need You, I Miss you,Still waiting ☹

Oh nana.

Just a short & simple update here (:
First of all, Thank God my mid-sem-test is OVER. *cheers
I survived.
And I salute myself for being so lucky to have menstrual cramp, back pain, headache, slight fever, & now serious flu + sore throat this whole week. PERFECT TIMING, as I can say.

Again, since I'm #foreveralone here, I've to stand strong no matter how weak I am.
Guess nobody will even realize if I faint in my room. Lol #justsaying but it's true :P
And so, I did my best :') No regrets.
Hope to achieve the best for all subjects of course. God bless.

Alright, I'm really sick so that's all for this post.
No worries, I'll be in the crazy mode next week since it's my birthday week lalalalalala ~ sing a happy song. I hope.

P.S : I'm glad that at least something remains, I used to love my birthday a lot. Remember? No specific reason though, oh well.

Stay tuned, xoxo.

R.I.P. Steve Jobs

Just feel like updating this post, though I still have one more subject to go on Sat (:
I still could remember the one & only human who I blog about his death was Micheal Jackson.
Yes, again. Things can just happen in a blink of eye.
FYI, our class just studied about his backgrounds & history for the Innovation & Change subject one week ago & now.... :/

P.S : My very first attempt to put myself as wallpaper. Thanks to DoreenLee gah.

I don't really know what to say but, thanks for everything, Steve Jobs.
I love my iPhone, a lot. I love you too :')
Without you, without your invention, life would have been so bored.
I've no idea why but I was quite depressed when I saw my CNN notification early in the morning, end up realizing that the Sigh.

You left your mark on our desks, on our ears and in our hands. Thank you for bringing the future. - Twitter DamnItsTrue

On the other hand, I was really inspired by his speech, where the video link I shared on my facebook :

Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything – all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure – these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

Don’t settle. Keep looking.
No one wants to die. At yet, no one escapes it.
Death is life’s change agent.
Right now, the change is you. Your time is limited so don’t live it living someone else’s life. -Steve Jobs

You're just amazing. You'll be missed. Indeed you'll always be remembered.
Rest in peace, Steve Jobs (1955-2011)

Guess most of the bloggers blogged about Steve Jobs to gain traffic lol which is so damn lame? (According to some tweets) , somehow I would like to convey my condolences to all sincerely :') May God bless him and perhaps he left us for a better place? *fingers crossed*


I failed.

Okay I know this picture is a lil scary oops. This is what we called unique, priceless expression ;P

It had been a pretty long hectic month for me, like finally it's 30th of September.
I still could picture the last fuckedup month was in April.
In fact, if you are one of my loyal blog reader / twitter followers, my life'd been pretty pretty good in the past few months, where I'm so glad & thankful to every humans & the precious moments (:
Unfortunately, September doesn't seem to love me much.
There were so many complications where I nearly gave up on everything ; so helpless, so tiring.
Being chucked in an environment when I'm all alone, indeed freaking vulnerable to all circumstances.
I constantly whisper from within that 'tomorrow' will be a better day, but yet it never comes.
To be honest, I failed to be a better human in this month, lol?
In other words, I hate myself being in such way, I felt so sorry to myself

I'm sorry for engaging myself in negativity , which I usually don't do that obviously.
I'm sorry for callingsomeoneIdislikeabitch. I'm sorry. My very first time lol?
I'm sorry for not being able to hold my temper recently geez.
I'm sorry for being impatient at times.
I'm sorry for getting mad at someone & whatever they do annoys me. HAHAHA not anymore, I hope ;)
I'm sorry for blaming lecturers because their lessonsaresodamnuseless oops.
Lastly, I'm sorry for swearing and cursing a little too often, teehee

We all have our angels and demons deep within, so choose very wisely (:
From now on, I will. *pinky promise*

At the breaking point, I realized, I've no one to completely rely on.
No more phone calls with the bestie and advises from her.
No more people to feel like how I do and listen to whatever shits I complain.
I've to be my own heroin.
Still, I've them.

& I realized sleeping had been my wisest choice ever. Living for 17+ years, I know myself well.
I sleep when I'm under stress. I sleep when I'm hurt. I sleep when I'm emotional. I sleep when I don't know what to do.
FYI, LEE MIN HO did the same thing too ! HAHAHA.
Sleeping with them (BoooKei) is the best
Yet, due to the stress recently I've to listen to Yiruma's piano songs to have my beauty sleep (:
I'm a happy human now because my Babu Jaclyn Tan played some songs & sent it to me yeay! Wedding Dress, Moonlight Sonata FTW!

Life's too short to waste time hating anyone , to be mad at annoying people.
Difficult humans are to test our tolerance, no?
I believe that I can conquer all these shits and take a leap of faith,
it will work in my way eventually.
Besides, I'm an October baby, which means I'll be eighteeen very sooooooooon yeay!
I sincerely hope that I can have a HAPPY birthday even though my lovelies are 321656212 miles away from me.
Mid sem test is next week though. Somehow I feel a whole lot refreshed after blogging about this phewwwwww. So the time wasted is worth it I guess.

MissVincci is back :')

If you care about what other people think, you will always be their prisoner.

It's 30th of September today. It was my worst day ever 2 years ago. It's over now :')
Bye September. Thanks for making me a stronger person.
Happy October! Please be nice to me alrights :)

We run the world! :DD 09.26

Yes why am I here again, because blogging mode is ON, so...


Of course, I've my very own purpose too. It's our buddy day :')
BUDDY DAY - 26th of September every year which 3 girls on Earth -LemonQian , Bluee Gal & Smiling Eyes celebrate their friendship 'anniversary' and confess their love, bleh :P
And obviously, I miss them, so X 926 times much.
It had been a while since we hang out together, like really long.
Just want to tell you girls that :
although I make new friends around,
although we hardly talk to each other and laugh like crazy women anymore,
although we are all busy with our own life journeys,
somehow our hearts would not drift apart,
one thing for sure that no one EVER replace you both in my heart
whenever, where ever we meet, we will still be having our girls talk like there's no tomorrow,
right right right?

P.S : I bet they miss my so cute & pretty face lots bleh .

I bought these during the Malacca outing with m2 classmates. They're actually paired, they've their own 'siblings'. OkayI'mbeinglame
These are just representatives for 3 of us, realizing that we didn't take any pictures lately.
SO SO SAD. Remember we're all cam-whore partners? :')


Guess the girls will kill me if I add him in this post as well.
Anyways, look who I meet up with in Kuching! T.T
Lets put in this in a nicer way, he fly here to see me yeay :) (: *blush*
And yeah same goes to him. We didn't meet up for like seriously so damn long,
but the sister-brother bond is still there wheeeeeee.

He is SNSD's crazy-big-fans now.
I'm so gonna invade Korea SM Entertainment with him one day. Yes we will lol.

Had a great great great day! Thanks to my my one-and-only-so-called-brother ;)

xoxo again. You'll miss me!

There are so many things can make you happy. Don't focus too much on things that make you sad.


It gets better, I hope.

I'm tired of words ; tired of carefully calculating each fragment.
I've exhausted myself with all these thoughts.
I'm overwhelmed with all the negativity weighing me down these days.
Enough with all 123456789 problems. I don't wanna list them one by one.
Keep coming if you think I'm not frustrated enough,
Family, Friendship, Relationship, or whatever ship ruining all the way, fuckit, fuckyou,fuckmylife.

Just stop the drama and dissolve.
I want to be weightless but I don't know if floating away is going to be enough.
I wouldn't blame life because it had been pretty good for the past few months, like really good. :')
I knew, it's about time for some socalledfuckingmoments to happen.

Everything just doesn't seem right in this month.
It had been a really long time since I cried this hard, ever felt so helpless till I couldn't even control my tears.
Realizing that no matter how many friends I have, I still have to face & deal with all these alone. I must stay strong.
I have to.

Thanks a million to all my true friends all these whiles, you know who you are (:
I miss all of you, so much , where no matter how many problems I have you guys will not be the reasons ;
I miss those times :

Yes, there's always a reason to be grateful, no matter how fucked up it is.
I once was distraught because I had no shoes, until I met a man who had no feet - Unknown.

Go on and try to tear me down,
I'll be rising from the ground,like a skyscraper.

Keep the faith, I hope.

A little of everything.

Warning : This post is complicated. It consists of few subheadings, different mode for the pictures & blaaa. lol, so that it seems more organized. Anyway, lengthy post ahead!

Life in Kuching

Smiley part :)
Greetings everyone!
Well, it's only 2 weeks but I feel like I spent half a year here already ohemgeez. No idea why :/
Apparently, I'm happy with myself. I'm proud to be, me.

Of all the previous lessons in life, I'd turn out to be a stronger human.
Of all the love & care by the loved ones - friends, relatives etc, I'd make sure I live well so that I don't disappoint them.
Of all the support & way of educated by the family especially my parents and , I'd be a very independent girl indeed.
The list goes on & on.
I should stop complimenting myself lol. Not that thick-faced though. *blush*

Anyways, it wasn't only for myself, it's for all of them who stayed by my side all these while.
Still, I'm thankful for all the opportunities that present in my lifetime.
I'm pretty sure this is one of them too ; although leaving my own comfort zone isn't really a willing thing to do.
Not-so-smiley-part :/

Of course, life turns upside down at times, too.
Sometimes, I do feel lonely, depressed, emotional or whatever :( emotions you could think of lol.

#1 On the first day in Kuching, I swear my fingers suffered like phuck. Believe it or not, it's actually the most painful day that 'they' had in my 17+ years life time. I never ever felt that helpless before, no joke.
#2 Plus, watching all the classmates having fun, the usual gang having gatherings, all without Ms.Smiling is quite a sad thing too :'(
#3 Yet, meeting those so-not-friendly humans here also get on my nerves. Again, I swear I smiled to every living humans in my hostel (the same floor) when I pass by them for 1234 times but they don't even give a damn, wtf.
#4 I superbly HATE people honking at me. It's quite understand-able to honk when I'm driving. BUT why on earth I get honked everyday when I'm WALKING along the read. Guys in Kuching, can be so disrespectful meh?! Effoff.
#5 During night time, the worst feeling is thinking about those paranormal stuffs and I don't even dare to walk to the washroom at midnight. FYI, I don't have a room mate yet.
#6 Apart from that, I've to say FML because the washroom is so far away from my room! :( I've to walk through the creepy hallways ALL THE TIME.
Bathing ALONE where the other 2o washrooms are empty. Err I'm not saying that I want to bath with other humans lol. One more thing, I got frightened easily by the humans who popped out randomly.

With all these mini heart attacks from time to time, I Ms.LohWinzhi shall proclaim that my lifespan could be shorten 3 years. Oops, just kidding.
However, it's pretty amazing because I'm still on happy-go-lucky mode most of the time ; even though I've millions of reasons to frown.

#1 I'm satisfied when I get to eat yummy food.
#2 I'm happy when I go for shopping leaving all the books behind.
#3 I'm delighted when I randomly heard Justin Bieber's / Girls Generations' songs in the mall.
#4 I'm happy when people treat me right, when the service is good.
#5 I feel superb after reading those self-improvement books. Yes I go to MPH to read a new passage everyday.
#6 I feel great when I dress up myself decently HAHAHAHA.
#7 I feel secured listening to those Korean OSTs.
#8 I feel insane when I get to see Wilber Pan in person! Dayummmn.
Of course, I did almost everything ALONE. It's not a problem for me anyway :)

I'm pretty amused by myself because I feel happy easily, like really really happy wth.
Ohya! Most importantly, I get extremely extremely hyped when people love CityHunter & LeeMinHo after I recommending them. *wide smileeeee*
However, I still need to thank my parents because this is the way I grew up, myself. Teehee.
I still could remember I walked into Restoran Imperial alone to have dimsum for breakfast when I was a small kid & the waiters looked at me like I'm an alien lol.

As far as I concerned, I don't really get the so called 'home sickness' but I.MISS.THE.FOOD.IN.OUR.AREA.LIKE.CRAZY, oops.
As usual. I pamper myself much ; although I'm #foreveralone here.

All-Kuching-Production except the Sabi Wasabi's salmon sashimi. Just, compare the difference! tsk tsk. Worst sashimi in the world. Ihatesushiking

So, life here is so far so good. It would be better, I hope *winks*
And to be honest, during the hard times where I barely get over everything on my own.
I think of him

Because there's one line by LeeMinHo aka LeeYoonSung in City Hunter stating that : "You've worked hard :) "
It's very simple but I've no idea why but it stays in my mind whenever I feel that everything I do isn't enough, to be the best. Hwaiting!

Officially a Foundation in Business student

Till then, I shall update about fugly pictures of myself & my current classmates.
I took a big heart of courage to not wear specs around all the time.
So, that's the best part about being here I guess :)
Because the humans saw my freaking ugly face since the first day HAHAHA.

FYI, I couldn't live without specs + without make up in KL.
Because my eyebags + dark eye circles looks like phuckk especially when I didn't get enough sleep. Ohya, and I've phobia for the contact lenses remember? *face palm*

So, to all the kind souls outside, do get used to my naked face without specs since yours truly is not that ladylike to make up every single day lol.
Thanks to Geum Jandi, heehs. Somehow she made me realize, even such a popular actress can haz eye bags and why am I so overwhelmed because of the little tiny part below my eyes ; not like I'm some famous humans in the Earth right ;P
I shall stay the way I am. *grins*

Pictures do the talking :

You couldn't imagine, HOW MUCH I MISS MCD OH GOD.
Me wantz hotcakes, hash browns, mc chicken, choc sundae, mc shaker fries ; kill me thanks.

This outing is meant to take pictures for the class magazine. Just the 6 of us.
I'm not in the photographing team but I've dope skills! HAHAHAHA.

They brought me to the riverfront or whateveristhatcalled. Oh well, as long as I can take nice pictures of the scenery & myself I'm happy LOL.

Out of no where somebody decided to take the little kiddy 'boat' to cross the river, teehee ;D Because.we.can.

Random? D:

At the other side of the river already yeay! *peace*

One of the dude in the photographing team. Seemingly professional hurhur :3

Introducing the super-friendly-and-socializing girl - Doreen, thank God she dragged me out that day. Or else I would be rotting & emo in the hostel for 1234 hours :/

Dor freaked us out because she thought it was a SNAKE from far lol.

Yes. I love to take pictures of other humans without them noticing ;P

Yours truly & Michelle.
Ignore the fugly - f**king/freaking ugly eyebags & dark eye circles & naked face thankyou.

Again, yours truly & Dor dor doreeen :D

Ohhai ! I can take nice pictures too okayyy, besides camwhoring. *waves*

Ohyeah. I'm good at modelling also. *blush* Spotlights all on me, oopsie.
Okay you may doubt the model statement FML.

Too shy to stand there alone. So, here I am.
P.S : Sign of the day ^^V

Again, they brought me to this unknown place which the drinks have really weird names.

If you get what I meant.

Back to Swinburne uni. Out of nowhere some human popped out random ideas again, drove all the way up up up to the top of the building :DD *faints*

They claimed that we always look like couples who quarreled with each other LOL.

Yes. They have to get used to my syok-sendiri style indeed, even if I'm exhausted.
Shooo shooo away his hand!

Enjoying the view from the top of the building! :DD

Phototaking process. I lol-ed at Michelle's pose.
Ohya! In case if you didn't realize, we're meant to take pictures of the view in the city, NOT ourselves HAHAHA.

Guess what, we even lay on the grass to take nice pictures .-.
This isn't the nice one anyway.

The dudes in the outing. *not interested tone*

Back to me. me. me. me. me. Camwhore- #mystyle!
Last minute plan. No make up, no nothing :)

Yeeeeeeeehaaaa! Girls power! :DD Okay it's the girls.

Second take ! Miss Vincci, Miss Doreen & Miss Michelle. *peace

Vincci's dorm

Last but not least, I shall post a few pictures of my room since there're so many humans curious about it.
I decorated my room like a pinky princess room & paste all the friends' pictures over.




Always and forever love :)

Spot you! Teehee ;D

Words of courage on my wall.
Just in case, when everything doesn't fall into place.

P.S : This post is freaking long I know. I'm sorry if you got bored.
I truly appreciate those who read everything *bows* Just a space to express myself, right? :)

Remember your abc's. Always Be Confident ; even if you don't feel confident, act confident and no one will know the difference.

The End.