17 / 09 / 2013
I'm sorry I cannot get over your death, not yet.
I'm sorry I took your presence for granted.
I'm sorry I'm just like a typical human, only learns to appreciate you when you are gone.
I'm sorry for being such an asshole.
Phang, I miss every single bit of you.
We had so much fun and laughter together...Thank you.. thank you for everything.
You were the first person I approach in Swinburne Dance Club. You were all energetic in our first performance, I looked up to you (: You were the only guy in my 'I Got A Boy' routine and you nailed it.
I'm proud of you, really.
Did you know...you used to piss me off many times and made me cry?
And now, it's far worse than that.
I'm dwelling in such miserable state because it's my first time losing a close friend like you.
I go to sleep every now and then hoping that all these are just a dream but it turns out to be a disappointment again & again. Would you hate me for being so weak, for crying like a baby all day long?
I hope you wouldn't.
We are all grieving for you.
We love you, Phang Zhen Sen. (19/07/1992 - 15/09/2013)
18 / 09 / 2013
I should have loved you more, should have treated you better. You deserved more from me...