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Airplanes like shooting stars.

Good day readers. I'm glad to say that I enjoy my recent life, very very much.
Thank God May loves me :DD And I love May too, since April sucks, teehee :P
College life had been pretty fun with all the lovelies, funny little random happenings :DD

Somehow dilemma, complications, arguments started when the JPA scholarship stuffs came in.
Like what I stated before, I'm not a robot, a super emotional person indeed.
So please forgive me for being weak at times,because I hate farewells.
I hate making decision, moreover decisions that would entirely change my lifestyle in time to come.
I've fall so hard, realizing that how significant, how much all the memories here meant to me.

I've found the true happiness ; smile eventually.
The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts :)

Anyhow after few days of struggle between my own dreams & the reality,
I've finally came to a firm decision, people.
Despite of the negative comments about Swinburne Uni in Sarawak or what-so-ever,
I'll still take the offer to further my studies over there.
In other words, I have to leave, very soon.
I've to swipe off all the sweet / bitter memories here. Awwwwwwwww :')

Truthfully if only I have lots of $$ in hand, I will continue SAM @ Taylors College.
This is one fact I've to admit that. My heart is with Taylors.
The course is awesome. The classmates are super awesome.
Business club is freaking awesome.Dance club is freaking freaking awesome.
Life is super super awesome.
Last minute preparation is so damn challenging but fun & full of excitement, wth.
Alright, I'm doing pretty well there :D God bless, thank you!
Full of awesome-ness.

:( I was longing to study in top Australia Uni earlier, hmm since centuries ago.
Lol just kidding :P
Well, I'm aiming for ATAR 98 & above since I started SAM :O
Chillax. I have dreams for the future just like everyone else :)
"Dreams are like may never touch them, but if you follow them they will lead you to your destiny "
For now, I hope I still could further + further my studies in Aussie ; dreams.
And to meet my classmates after don't-know-how-many years. LOLLLL.
I doubt the classmates will miss me after I left. Bleh :P
You guys rocks anyway ;D

However reality is always so cruel, wth.
I'd appreciate everything though. I understand that beggars couldn't be choosers.
Basically I wouldn't whine around. Instead, I feel lucky enough ;
comparing my offer with others.

At certain circumstances, money matters too.
FYI, My dad is 57 y.o whereas my mom is 50 y.o
They're both still working hard at their retirement age. In fact, education ain't cheap.
I bet the $$ 100/200/300K linger around in my dad's mind always LOL.
Every parents want a superior education for their children. Likewise they do.
Yes I can pay back but how long would it takes? Life is short.
Even for future scholarships, it would be risky enough.

So, face the truth.
Father once taught me this :
The kids who were complimented on their intelligence were much more likely to turn down the opportunity to do a challenging new task that they could learn from. They didn't want to do anything that could expose their deficiencies and call into question their talent.
Nothing is fun until you're good at it.

Its okay to have some changes after all, I'm still young :)
No worries. I'm not going to fly to heaven via Air Asia ,nor face hunger till death, LOL.
I bet I'm strong enough to overcome this cruelty.
Yet to be stronger to prove that I can do well where ever I am.
I'll try to achieve the best ;) I'm not being ego here.
People around me knows that right, I never will.

This is a real lengthy post. Perhaps there're too many thoughts in my mind.
I appreciate those who actually read everything :)
Do book with me for hang outs, meetings or what so ever,teehee. You still have my time,
I'm leaving to Sarawak in early August.

Shall update again soon. Stay tuned people.

With love,

I couldn't believe that I cried again, because of you ; after so many years.