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Just wanna say, 

Well, I appreciate all the little things, humans that had make it up to the year 2011.
Till then, I shall live everyday in year 2012 optimistically & continue cherish relationships around me.

X'mas 2011.

Christmas spells out love, hope, and joy (:
I love Christmas & my idea of Christmas is pretty simple - Loving others.
I believe the peace on earth will come to stay, when we live Christmas everyday in our heart. 

According to Justin Bieber, Christmas is the most beautiful time of the year :

Girls shopping x Chilling session!

Hello lovelies! I'm still enjoying myself in Klang wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee. *peace*
Oh well, those enjoyments don't have to be : spending money like water to buy branded items, travelling all over the world ,meeting handsome dudes every single day lolomgbbqwth ,or meeting my idols in real life.

Rewind ;


Apparently I was too bored and started to view all the pictures taken since years ago. 
And they remind me of all the sweet memories I had, the moments shared with the great friends.*winks* 
Somehow I'm glad for the fact that I used to be a very active blogger. 


So, I'm now assignments-free ; exam-free ; stress-free, work-free, drama-free,
seems like I'm able to revive officially.
More posts to be updated, I hope.

Far Away.

I'm coming home, coming home, 
tell the world I'm coming home ; 
let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday.......

Now, back to where I belong... - Diddy 'Coming Home'. 

Moving on (:

Greetings readers (:
Oh I know I haven't been update my blog for quite some time. 
I'm really sorry about that but this is one hell hectic month - November, 
where finals and dance practices meet, plus all the unforeseen circumstances so, it's forgivable, bleh.

A little not over it.


Judge nothing, you'll be happy , Forgive everything, you'll be happier ; 
Love everything, you'll be happiest (: 

Of course, words are often easier said than done. Normality strikes at times. 
How could you just keep quiet when people tend to accuse you like nobody business, being stereotyped as a West M'sian, hate you for everything, blame you for anything. Oh well (: 

Highlights of the week!

It had been a really long week for me indeed, SHIT HAPPENS, heehs.
Perhaps it's part of a growing up process after my birthday :S
Anyways, I wasn't THAT miserable, Thank God. *cheers* 
Thanks to them as well : 

Birthday dinner wowowow.

Ohhai it's me again! Yes I'm doing another birthday post, even after so long heehee! as usual 
My celebration is all good, #likeaboss as I can say! TeetotheHee.

Big big thanks to the lovely classmates because I know it's definitely not a cheap dinner oops :O 
Yet, all of them celebrate one day before because it is fully booked on the Saturday.
I love that restaurant lots because I finally get the chance to eat my yam cake yummy yummy. My favourite! Been searching that for so long! :D 

I'm glad & thankful for those who attended the dinner and its okay for those who couldn't make it since they have flights on that day. At least, I'm not #foreveralone on my birthday :') *cheers
It was a very happy night ^-^ Get to sing & sing & sing until everyone became dead tired.

Happier when I receive gifts from them.-Those who accompanied me all these months (: - My doink gang! 
I love the accessories lots till I tried to mix & match with the best outfit immediately and planned to put it on the next Monday, which is tomorrow! HAHAHA. EPIC.

For them *hearts*
Below is a password-protected post. 
So sorry I couldn't write in paragraphs because the system does not allow me to do so. It's a little long anyway, heehs.  ._. 

Lots of loves from Ms.Vincci.

Have I Told You Lately.

Part II from the previous post (Click Here) , heh. #justsaying.

Sometimes you never realize how much you like someone, until you watch them liking someone else

 I Love You, I Want You,  I Need You, I Miss you,Still waiting ☹

18th Birthday!


15.10.2011 - It's my birthday & I know it (:
Time flies. It had been 2 months+ living in a whole new environment, and honestly,
I still don't get used to it. I'm proud of myself for being strong though.
Birthday doesn't seem to be different from the other days here. Guess I'm the only one who is able to make myself happy ;) - SmilingEyes.
Ohmygod why my birthday post seems so emo oneeeeeeee D:

Thank God I had a HAPPY birthday. Oh well, I pamper myself from time to time in the case of shopping, relaxing, watching dramas, enjoying life #likeaboss. *winks*
Still,big thanks to my current classmates too who held a simple celebration for me.
I love to sing with them especially my fav singer Jessica Wang & Chung Wuizz! 
And so, I had fun, I hope you guys enjoyed too.
Thank you everyone! Thanks for the presents as well including Doreen,Michelle,Jess,Chung,Elise & Christopher Wong. *bows*

♥ ♥ ♥ 

People refer depression of being away from home and family as homesick.
Somehow I guess I'm likely stroked by friend-sick, no joke.

No doubt, I feel blissful each and every time I think of the awesome humans around me.
I miss their laughter, the joy and memories we shared together. Indeed, life gets better when you're around with the right people.
On the contrary, life'd been tougher than you could think of when you're all alone. 
However, it's a relief to know that their heart remains even though now they're now 123456789 miles away from me :') I'm not that emotional, I'm just too touched I guess T___T HAHA.

Warning : This part sounds stupid ; so stupid, literally.

♥ ♥ My bestie Bluee Gal called me in the afternoon &; for no reason I cried lol. She knows that everyone are waiting to be the last one to wish so she gave up ahaha. As usual, she's still that naive & sweet ; she even planned to fly here at first. Teehee!

♥ ♥  Till then, I cried again when SillyAaron called me at 11.30p.m. He's super smart because he called 30 mins earlier so that he could talk to me & also be the last one. Pro max. 

♥ ♥  Lastly, bestie LemonQian called & guess what, I cried like a baby. *hides* We recalled lots & lots of joyous moments we spent all these years, together.
For now, we've our own problems, we couldn't share them always anymore, we miss each other so, but the only reminder for both of us is to- Stay strong, keep going no matter what.

15 years best friend & still counting. 
Need words to say how much I miss 'em? I know right, *facepalm for crying on my own birthday*

On the other hand, I've really cool, handsome,  hilarious,  lame,cute boy-friends too.

First of all, I'm quite touched because Mr.ShienrunWong called to wish me during midnight. I don't want to say this but, I kinda miss those times when he bullying & teasing me non stop gah, like seriously :O

Next, take a look at my twin sisters of the day. Big thanks to Wanxiang, Yiksoon, JasonLoo, HenryLoh, Ah min aa's proud work. Initially I was confused when I see my pretty sweet face all over my homepage, end up I burst into laughter lol. They even thank humans who wished me, can so cute meh guys? Still, thanks guys :)

Not forgetting my all-time-best-male-friend too Mr.WilliamChiam,I know you miss me very X123  much (:

No exception to those who wished me on my birthday (: So,

Thanks to M2 - especially babu Jaclyn Tan, Amrul, Kenneth Choong who texted me at 12.00a.m, is it a coincidence or what? Of course the others as well, Anthony "superstar" who called &  Nadzmi, Rabecca, Joon, Alvin & blaaa. I miss them very much (: Best classmates ever.

Specially thanks to JingWen Daddy too, the last one who text me. I know you waited for , very very long. HAHA. Kamsahamnida, & saranghaeyo ! *hugs*

And and, all the humans who wished me in Facebook, Twitter & blaaa, I appreciate your wishes much, that's why I reply 'em  Anyways, I'm finally legal to hit the club now!
Hints to my babes VivianTan, Jieying & Ivan Ang! Teehee ;D  

I'll be back in early December, will stay in Klang around 1 month +. So no worries alright (:
Since most of the humans been asking, because of my present.
I'LL BE WAITING THEN. Please make sure you guys double up the present since it's around Christmas, my favourite festive season. *grins* HAHAHA. Just kidding :D

Perhaps, typing all these & long winded thanking part seems useless to the others, but it matters to me. No cake for this year, no bestie's hug & kisses, no parents around, no relatives' & cousins' warmth, just wanted to say that the flooding wishes, brighten my mood, made my day as well. Loves.


With love,

Love, no more.

Oh nana.

Just a short & simple update here (:
First of all, Thank God my mid-sem-test is OVER. *cheers
I survived.
And I salute myself for being so lucky to have menstrual cramp, back pain, headache, slight fever, & now serious flu + sore throat this whole week. PERFECT TIMING, as I can say.

Again, since I'm #foreveralone here, I've to stand strong no matter how weak I am.
Guess nobody will even realize if I faint in my room. Lol #justsaying but it's true :P
And so, I did my best :') No regrets.
Hope to achieve the best for all subjects of course. God bless.

Alright, I'm really sick so that's all for this post.
No worries, I'll be in the crazy mode next week since it's my birthday week lalalalalala ~ sing a happy song. I hope.

P.S : I'm glad that at least something remains, I used to love my birthday a lot. Remember? No specific reason though, oh well.

Stay tuned, xoxo.

R.I.P. Steve Jobs

Just feel like updating this post, though I still have one more subject to go on Sat (:
I still could remember the one & only human who I blog about his death was Micheal Jackson.
Yes, again. Things can just happen in a blink of eye.
FYI, our class just studied about his backgrounds & history for the Innovation & Change subject one week ago & now.... :/

P.S : My very first attempt to put myself as wallpaper. Thanks to DoreenLee gah.

I don't really know what to say but, thanks for everything, Steve Jobs.
I love my iPhone, a lot. I love you too :')
Without you, without your invention, life would have been so bored.
I've no idea why but I was quite depressed when I saw my CNN notification early in the morning, end up realizing that the Sigh.

You left your mark on our desks, on our ears and in our hands. Thank you for bringing the future. - Twitter DamnItsTrue

On the other hand, I was really inspired by his speech, where the video link I shared on my facebook :

Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything – all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure – these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

Don’t settle. Keep looking.
No one wants to die. At yet, no one escapes it.
Death is life’s change agent.
Right now, the change is you. Your time is limited so don’t live it living someone else’s life. -Steve Jobs

You're just amazing. You'll be missed. Indeed you'll always be remembered.
Rest in peace, Steve Jobs (1955-2011)

Guess most of the bloggers blogged about Steve Jobs to gain traffic lol which is so damn lame? (According to some tweets) , somehow I would like to convey my condolences to all sincerely :') May God bless him and perhaps he left us for a better place? *fingers crossed*


I failed.

Okay I know this picture is a lil scary oops. This is what we called unique, priceless expression ;P

It had been a pretty long hectic month for me, like finally it's 30th of September.
I still could picture the last fuckedup month was in April.
In fact, if you are one of my loyal blog reader / twitter followers, my life'd been pretty pretty good in the past few months, where I'm so glad & thankful to every humans & the precious moments (:
Unfortunately, September doesn't seem to love me much.
There were so many complications where I nearly gave up on everything ; so helpless, so tiring.
Being chucked in an environment when I'm all alone, indeed freaking vulnerable to all circumstances.
I constantly whisper from within that 'tomorrow' will be a better day, but yet it never comes.
To be honest, I failed to be a better human in this month, lol?
In other words, I hate myself being in such way, I felt so sorry to myself

I'm sorry for engaging myself in negativity , which I usually don't do that obviously.
I'm sorry for callingsomeoneIdislikeabitch. I'm sorry. My very first time lol?
I'm sorry for not being able to hold my temper recently geez.
I'm sorry for being impatient at times.
I'm sorry for getting mad at someone & whatever they do annoys me. HAHAHA not anymore, I hope ;)
I'm sorry for blaming lecturers because their lessonsaresodamnuseless oops.
Lastly, I'm sorry for swearing and cursing a little too often, teehee

We all have our angels and demons deep within, so choose very wisely (:
From now on, I will. *pinky promise*

At the breaking point, I realized, I've no one to completely rely on.
No more phone calls with the bestie and advises from her.
No more people to feel like how I do and listen to whatever shits I complain.
I've to be my own heroin.
Still, I've them.

& I realized sleeping had been my wisest choice ever. Living for 17+ years, I know myself well.
I sleep when I'm under stress. I sleep when I'm hurt. I sleep when I'm emotional. I sleep when I don't know what to do.
FYI, LEE MIN HO did the same thing too ! HAHAHA.
Sleeping with them (BoooKei) is the best
Yet, due to the stress recently I've to listen to Yiruma's piano songs to have my beauty sleep (:
I'm a happy human now because my Babu Jaclyn Tan played some songs & sent it to me yeay! Wedding Dress, Moonlight Sonata FTW!

Life's too short to waste time hating anyone , to be mad at annoying people.
Difficult humans are to test our tolerance, no?
I believe that I can conquer all these shits and take a leap of faith,
it will work in my way eventually.
Besides, I'm an October baby, which means I'll be eighteeen very sooooooooon yeay!
I sincerely hope that I can have a HAPPY birthday even though my lovelies are 321656212 miles away from me.
Mid sem test is next week though. Somehow I feel a whole lot refreshed after blogging about this phewwwwww. So the time wasted is worth it I guess.

MissVincci is back :')

If you care about what other people think, you will always be their prisoner.

It's 30th of September today. It was my worst day ever 2 years ago. It's over now :')
Bye September. Thanks for making me a stronger person.
Happy October! Please be nice to me alrights :)


As you know, I'm freaking freaking exhausted now and I'vemyassignmenttodofml
However, it's my baby's birthday, I'm sparing some of my time to blog a simple one to wish her (: *sincere look*

Picture taken just now. 3/4 of the class celebrated her birthday & on nom nom-ed steamboat. Sweating like nobody business obviously.

Dear dear dear Doreen, you know you must be real special to be up at this space (MY BLOG) lololo. So far this year I did this to my guardian angel ONLY. *wink wink*
You're officially EIGHTEEN now, so


I've only know her for 1 month+ but it feels like we've known each other for a lifetime.
FYI, the sociable girl has a really really kind soul, she helps everyone, which always put herself in troubles, bleh.
Anyway, I thank her a million times because so far she did a lot a lot for me :')
A very very good friend indeed a.k.a my "boyfie".
Guess she's the one who knows me best in the whole Kuching.
She drives me around to have my lunch/ dinner ;
She knows I love shopping so she brought me to different shopping places in Kuching, like seriously :O
She brings her water daily for me to drink HAHAHA ;
She lend her jacket to me if I feel cold in class ;
She likes to laugh at my mandarin accent ._. Godierawr ;
She fetched me from the airport all way even though she'll be late for class like 1 damn hour ;
She loves to treat me, everyone, which I hate this part the most actually. LIKE LA YOU VERY RICH. HMPH.
Sometimes she even break into my dorm & wake me up early in the morning gah ;
We share our best friends always. I tell her about my bestie - LemonQian & BlueeGal's stories whereas she tells me hers.
Without her, I couldn't even meet him yesterday :')

Retarded face, because.I.can :D

not forgetting that she's the only one who have to bare with my tears 24/7, especially last week, where if you place me on top of a building, I'll seriously jump down. #justsaying.
I felt really really sorry to other humans in the gang too, just wanna say nobody will ever left aside (:
I've some errrr. troublesome problems which leads to emotional breakdown last week and so... she's occupied by me most of the time. HEEHEEE I'M SORRY ALRIGHT?. *blush*

In other words, she'll always be with me, which I truly appreciate it, I'm not #foreveralone anymore T.T
Okay I know I rely on her a bit too much teehee .__.
I don't know what to say except THANKYOU, THANKYOU & THANKYOU :')
I know you love me very very much hohoho, because I love her too okay :P
Lastly, saya suka hamnida again (: YouknowwhatImeant.
Reminder : Do not keep your problems to yourself, you're not superwoman, you've us, you've ME (:

*hugs and kisses*
P.S : I know they gave you birthday kiss but not me, so sorry my kiss is to precious to be given away HAHAHA. oops.

With love,

We run the world! :DD 09.26

Yes why am I here again, because blogging mode is ON, so...


Of course, I've my very own purpose too. It's our buddy day :')
BUDDY DAY - 26th of September every year which 3 girls on Earth -LemonQian , Bluee Gal & Smiling Eyes celebrate their friendship 'anniversary' and confess their love, bleh :P
And obviously, I miss them, so X 926 times much.
It had been a while since we hang out together, like really long.
Just want to tell you girls that :
although I make new friends around,
although we hardly talk to each other and laugh like crazy women anymore,
although we are all busy with our own life journeys,
somehow our hearts would not drift apart,
one thing for sure that no one EVER replace you both in my heart
whenever, where ever we meet, we will still be having our girls talk like there's no tomorrow,
right right right?

P.S : I bet they miss my so cute & pretty face lots bleh .

I bought these during the Malacca outing with m2 classmates. They're actually paired, they've their own 'siblings'. OkayI'mbeinglame
These are just representatives for 3 of us, realizing that we didn't take any pictures lately.
SO SO SAD. Remember we're all cam-whore partners? :')


Guess the girls will kill me if I add him in this post as well.
Anyways, look who I meet up with in Kuching! T.T
Lets put in this in a nicer way, he fly here to see me yeay :) (: *blush*
And yeah same goes to him. We didn't meet up for like seriously so damn long,
but the sister-brother bond is still there wheeeeeee.

He is SNSD's crazy-big-fans now.
I'm so gonna invade Korea SM Entertainment with him one day. Yes we will lol.

Had a great great great day! Thanks to my my one-and-only-so-called-brother ;)

xoxo again. You'll miss me!

There are so many things can make you happy. Don't focus too much on things that make you sad.


Turning opposition into drive (:




Credits to Elise Wen's facebook (:

Sorry I've no time to blog a mandarin post recently. Yes, FYI it takes me a very very long time geez.

Thank God X 336741274 times life had been so much better in these two days.
Less fucked up moments, less tears, less emo hour :')

Thankyouverymuchtomyself because I procrastinate my blog posts as well. I've two drafts on going now, like finally.
Smurf you readers, smurf you babu & m2 classmates, smurf you my BFF Lemon & Bluee, smurf you Klang usual gang/ friends, smurf you current classmates as well, smurf every single humans who treated me right.
Smurf you too, but you changed.
Yes I've alot to share in my space right here :3
Somehow Miss Vincci's mid semester test is the upcoming week ohfml.

Like usual, preparations at the eleventh hour and no time to blog geez.
Seriously I'm so getting used to my style after 17 years of living *blush*
Till then, more updates after the week ;)
15 mins over! Gotta tuned on my NERD MODE ohkthxbai.

Tia, my favourite girl *hugs*
Had second class phototaking session today , but I guess I won't have the time to blog about it rawr.

Smurfily xoxo,

It gets better, I hope.

I'm tired of words ; tired of carefully calculating each fragment.
I've exhausted myself with all these thoughts.
I'm overwhelmed with all the negativity weighing me down these days.
Enough with all 123456789 problems. I don't wanna list them one by one.
Keep coming if you think I'm not frustrated enough,
Family, Friendship, Relationship, or whatever ship ruining all the way, fuckit, fuckyou,fuckmylife.

Just stop the drama and dissolve.
I want to be weightless but I don't know if floating away is going to be enough.
I wouldn't blame life because it had been pretty good for the past few months, like really good. :')
I knew, it's about time for some socalledfuckingmoments to happen.

Everything just doesn't seem right in this month.
It had been a really long time since I cried this hard, ever felt so helpless till I couldn't even control my tears.
Realizing that no matter how many friends I have, I still have to face & deal with all these alone. I must stay strong.
I have to.

Thanks a million to all my true friends all these whiles, you know who you are (:
I miss all of you, so much , where no matter how many problems I have you guys will not be the reasons ;
I miss those times :

Yes, there's always a reason to be grateful, no matter how fucked up it is.
I once was distraught because I had no shoes, until I met a man who had no feet - Unknown.

Go on and try to tear me down,
I'll be rising from the ground,like a skyscraper.

Keep the faith, I hope.

We conquered the bitch! oops, B.E.A.C.H.

Greetings everyone ;D

I miss my blog, my readers as well, xoxo.

Oh well oh well,
I know you miss looking at my super-awesome-pictures too. *blush* #justsaying.
Anyway, here's a postponed blog post for my class outing few weeks ago :O
Of course, we had fun! Started to get together literally since we're seemingly aliens to each other from the first week, especially yours truly from Selangor.
*sits at the corner and draw circles*
Blaaaa skip the craps & Tadaaaaa!

SPOT ME SPOT ME ! ; Picture taken & edited by : Michelle Liew

Do spare some time to read her awesome blog post too - [Click Here] because it helps me to introduce all the new humans, which I'm too lazy to do that. Bleh :P
Yeay for us who owns a blog! At least I'm not #foreveralone, teehee.

'The fish swims'

A sociable girl who loves to smile & laugh, like I do . Guess we're quite alike too because she likes photography, reading, blogging, dancing & blaaa. Anyways, don't underestimate her because she's a professional in TaeKwanDo. *whisper : Girls power!*
Ohya, she doesn't play guitar, great poser indeed geez.
Although she might not hang out with us often, but still we love her much! Doink :3
*hugs and kisses ♥ *
P.S : This is for you Michelle, since you're kind enough to introduce everyone of us one by one! We laughed out really loud reading that, you know why ;)

Back to topic!

*peace* We're all very X 1234 times excited and off we head to Permai Beach!
He isn't supposed to be in this picture initially, rawr.
Still, a little frowned since our lovely class rep, Tia couldn't make it :(

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee, woke up at 5.30 in the morning & dolled up a little.
So-sleepy-but-have-to-smile-face :3

Loving the beach! Small kids running around, tsk tsk, bleh :p

The dudes & Michelle are so excited, teehee.
Picture credited to Christopher Wong :)

See, all the humans above are my classmates. We rock the beach!

A-little-perverted-pose. FYI, they're refilling their water gun hohohoho.

Say Hello to Sylvia, the funny one! The sun is blazing its 'hotness' upon us :'(

Say Hi to Elise too! My-all-time-so-cute-tiny-little-soul mate.

The weather is crazy. Wedon'tgiveadamn since it's a class outing &
so, we change our outfits and play around like nobody business.
I GOT TANNED T____T Just got a little fairer previously and now...... #FML

Look at the two cute humans, all of us are having a good time yeah!

Mr. & Mrs.Cow playing like a small kiddo, oopsie, I mean Elise & Chung!

Love this shot the most! Thankyou my lil idol! Like seriously, how I wished to have two Vinccis so I can take nice pictures of myself besides cam-whoring :3

Still, I'm having a good time taking cool photos #likeaboss ,
although I'm not in the photographing team *sobs*

Take 1.

Take 2.

Take 3.

We're busy catching small fishes and set them free. It's challenging though.

Dugun dugun! And obviously I failed -.-
Fishy are faster than miss fatty me.

I can haz very cool nails. Not manicure! *flips hair*

Failed. Guess I'm starting to feel tired already geez.

Saw Bruno Mars? :O

Chung, my jimui a.k.a little idol! His singing is 123456789 times dope!
Yeah we sang together there too since the weather is not being nice to us :S

Click on the picture to enlarge.
Group picture! Picture taken & edited by Miss Vincci (:

Compare myself before & after the outing *faints*

Yeehaaaa! And so, we conquered the beach!
Oh-sum outing :D
Big thanks to the organizer of course, Doreen & those humans who cooperate much (:

Sometimes people have to stop being so self-centered as it turns out you're the one who bare the social consequences (: *bish*

Till then, I'll update again soon!
With love,