Well time flies like usual, it's the end of year 2010 already D:
And of course, life goes up and down,
I believe it happened to be the same to anyone else.
Somehow reflecting myself in the past, I'm satisfied with what I've did
and to get through all the obstacles in life.
It definitely wasn't an easy job for those effing emotional person like me.
I still could recall back, on how stupid am I over millions of challenges.
I'd experienced before the most f-ing moment in life.
And wasted whole lots of tears in the 365 days, because I cried for every reason.
I remember all the sorrow & depression I had,
and of course I find myself is like an idiot, wth seriously.
Somehow I barely could zon out to do my own thing with an attempt
to completely wipe out bitter memories of the past.
Till then, I had realized so many things in life, plus facing the reality in the world.
Yet I'm still on my way learning.
For your information, the main point is :
I'd feel grateful I'm still alive larhhhhh xD Teehee!
luckily I didn't die because of dehydration LMAO.
Upon all the contradictions, I still need to spare some space here for my beloved friends after all.
I believe that my life would be sucks to the core without them.
Seriously they are that important to me because whenever I'm at my breaking point,
it's like standing the edge of the cliff and one tiny push I'd fall,
they are the who willing to lend me a hand.
Basically, it's their thoughts, their advices which shines along and I'd found my light on my way.
That's the reason I'm constantly reminding myself that I'm fortunate enough to have them with me,seriously.
It's not everyday that you find people to love you for everything that you are.
The person who I need to thank the most is of course my bestie, LemonQian.
Undoubtedly, she'd helped me in like every difficult moment in life.
She advised me, scolded me, comfort me and supporting me always.
I'd don't know what else to say besides thank you my dear =')
And she's the one who knows the in and out of Miss Loh Winzhi. scary enough.
We're two different individuals of course there's imperfection from time to time.
Anyhow embracing the differences can create something beautiful like our friendship :)
I know, nothing lasts forever. We would seperate and lead on our own way some other day.
but truthfully, I'd hope our friendship last, till eternity.
Since this post is kinda lengthy I'm gonna continue this the next post?
Alright I remember I still have Becoming a Batu-Unjurian'2010 post.
Don't worry for the brand new year I'll try my best to lead on a better life,
because I know the past and future aren't now,
living for the future postpones happiness indefinitely.
So be happy now! Leave the past behind and live tomorrow when it comes.
And people, despite of the past,
Lets welcome the year of 2011! *scream out louddddddddddd*
May everyone spare with happiness around them & stay healthy throughout the year!
It's fine if we've gone through shits this year because we can always find new hope & opportunities as we enter a NEW YEAR.
Vincci hearts you all.