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Just my feeling towards ....I had a bf ?!

Question question in my parents mind..
Do their daughter was in a relationship...
I knew that..Their answer in their mind is YES for sure..
But i can swear i don't have any... close friends knew that clearly..
as they always busying help me to find one..
but i don't want ! i'm unavailable..^^
Luck is nt beside me these few days...
Oh godd...Whenever i typing msg or in a call..
For sure my daddy enter my room at THAT MOMENT
argh! speechless...
They didn't tel me anything..BUT i knew what they thinking...
That's the worst...
The way they talk to me are being totally different..
It really hurts.. the feeling of "kena fitnah"..
Besides..They CHECK MY INBOX..Spy on me...
I......explained to them many times though..They wont understand..
What is FAKE ...And now...
i don't even want to explain to them anymore..
It seems that i'm wasting my energy ...
as for them..what i said is a they WONT BELIEVE me...
And everytime my mood will turn extremely very very bad just
because of this...i dunno why...
Its like almost wanna cry..Anyhow fortunately for me,
the moody moody thingy just "touch and go"
After that i will be fine..but actually i knew that i am still afraid..
eventually i will act like nothing will happen all the time..
the only way to cool down myself...
My mummy, simply simply go tel my relatives
that i'm a relationship or bla bla..
My daddy, obviously he ACT like apa pun tak tau...
but i noe he took my hp....see my inbox..
in front of me!!and yet I'm pretending to sleep....!!!
With that,he don't even allow me to go out to celebrate
my results with qian..i was EMPTY in mind..
Is this signifying that i'll be grounded at home?
No more hang out with friends?
Can i still bare with this plus with other problems?
I dunno....
Just like what qian qian say..
Everything will b okay ^^
There're still humans that brighten up my life all the time~
^.^v Thanks to them~ Muackz.