What I've been up to.

Hi everyone! 

I've been on a longest hiatus that I don't know if anyone still remembers me now. I hope you do! 
Well, life hit me at the hardest last semester, everything goes wrong, nothing goes right - shit happens. 
I was indeed at my weakest; abandoned this space for so longggg & to be honest I do feel like giving up at times. 


Anyway, it's all over now, finally T.T At least I'm on a recovery mode & things are falling back into place gradually.
I'm already very very super super grateful for that :') Trust me it sucks to cry your heart out every single day.

HIATUS.

I have not forgotten about my blog. I know this space may seem nothing to some humans out there but it means a lot to me. Anyway, I'm sorry to announce that it would be on hiatus mode from now on. 

For those who don't know, hiatus is known as a temporary gap, pause, break, or absence. 
Means I will not be blogging anytime soon.


To be honest, I have a lot to share; of all my BFFs plus different gangs' outings, birthday celebration with relatives, internship, awesome events, Singapore trip, Santubong trip & etc. As I said I had a great time in the past few months, and I really wanted to pen down all these super wonderful moments. 


But now, everything goes wrong and nothing goes right. Besides studies and dance matters, I really wouldn't want my blog to be another burden. I know, this is life. I told myself that this period is fucking torturing because it's unfair to be happy all the time lol. I hope it makes sense. 


I miss Smiling Eyes, miss being happy about every little things in life, or maybe being naive, spreading positive vibes around & etc. I am still appreciative for people around who care for me, but I am not going to lie /act like I'm all happy and okay because I suck at that.

We miss you.

17 / 09 / 2013

 I'm sorry I cannot get over your death, not yet. 
I'm sorry I took your presence for granted.
I'm sorry I'm just like a typical human, only learns to appreciate you when you are gone. 
I'm sorry for being such an asshole.

Phang, I miss every single bit of you. 
We had so much fun and laughter together...Thank you.. thank you for everything.
You were the first person I approach in Swinburne Dance Club. You were all energetic in our first performance, I looked up to you (: You were the only guy in my 'I Got A Boy' routine and you nailed it. 
I'm proud of you, really.

Did you know...you used to piss me off many times and made me cry?
And now, it's far worse than that. 
I'm dwelling in such miserable state because it's my first time losing a close friend like you.
I go to sleep every now and then hoping that all these are just a dream but it turns out to be a disappointment again & again. Would you hate me for being so weak, for crying like a baby all day long? 
I hope you wouldn't.  

We are all grieving for you.  
We love you, Phang Zhen Sen. (19/07/1992 - 15/09/2013)




18 / 09 / 2013

I should have loved you more, should have treated you better. You deserved more from me...

24/8 : Meeting Favourite Bloggers!

Shamelessly calling myself Smiling because I feel like it teehee.

Greetings readers! *awkward smile*

Totally feel guilty to start my blog post every now and then with sentences like "Sorry for not updating & etc."  I suppose you guys get the drift heh so I shall skip that part. But to be honest, I took like 1000 photos in these two months wth & I've no idea how should I put them into this space. Cray cray.

But that's a blogger's job, especially a blogger who procrastinates so much like m( ̄□ ̄;)_
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